tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-61162255019000116902024-03-14T02:17:23.621-07:00blog akuuberlari terus berlarimantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.comBlogger38125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-90785493799657290222010-09-20T10:43:00.000-07:002010-09-20T10:43:41.244-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCey2OQGkRvZ0LZeYQV0oGPPp6HeMzVfQyio0TLe3JXh7akD7Y7TiiAVJpyoP589DPohCj2AINJgZgfLzGe2bZ4K_-05Z1oH8sLo0jcQJ0jr9QVldfynC24vMFOaQNh6fWSebp2XJRgyDB/s1600/139.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhCey2OQGkRvZ0LZeYQV0oGPPp6HeMzVfQyio0TLe3JXh7akD7Y7TiiAVJpyoP589DPohCj2AINJgZgfLzGe2bZ4K_-05Z1oH8sLo0jcQJ0jr9QVldfynC24vMFOaQNh6fWSebp2XJRgyDB/s320/139.JPG" /></a></div><br />
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<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">Tanggal 18 sept sepatutnya mnjadi hari yg gembira bagi insan ini, melahirkan, membesarkan dan memberikan sepenuh kasih syg syg kepada anak-anaknya. Tapi kenapa seharusnya ada rasa sedih dalam hatinya sehingga mengeluarkan kata-kata itu, aku sgt pilu (menangis kot) mngenangkan kenapa seharusnya insan ini mengatur kata2 terluka, seolah2 insan ini telah banyak melakukan kesilapan sepanjang membesarkan aku, ibu engkau lah yg terbaik untuk kami, xtahu mcm mana hendak membalas jasa mu yg menggunung, taufiq dah bnyak menyusah kan ibu, hati dan perasaan terguris dgn kata2 dan perbuatan ini. Ibu, taufiq doakan di kesempatan ini, semoga ibu dirahmati Allah di dunia dan akhirat, dikurniakan kesejahteraan dan kesihatan. Halalkan makan minum, kasih sayang ibu, walaupun umur ini masih mentah, baru melihat dunia, tapi ibu adalah paling utama dalam hati. To all my siblings, hargailah jasa ibu, jgn smpi airmatanya menitis dengan setiap perlakuan kita, sangat sedih kita xseunite dlu, berubahlah sekurang2nya untuk ibu, taufiq tak mahu melihat ibu menangis lagi dengan tingkah laku kita, keluargalah yng banyk membantu kita sehingga kini… cuba renungkan dan muhasabah diri sndiri, jangan hanya hendak menunding jari kepada orang lain, cari kesilpan diri sebelum mencari kesilapan orang lain. Rasa tanggung jawab mesti ada, baru senang utuk org percaya.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>To my brother, eppi besday too, acap blajar kt sne rajin2, harumkan nama kuarge sbb taufiq hanya mampu brjaye disini, call ibu, selalu tanya kabar ibu, dia hanya memerlukan kasih syg dari anak2, dan kejayaan kita adalah kepuasan bagi mereka. Selamat Ulang tahun kelahiran ibu yg ke-54 dan acap yg ke-20!!!!<o:p></o:p></div><br />
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</span> </b></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">this is not the end of the world...but starting of new life...im just feeling that i have to move on and do my best for my future life..i cant imagine only for a few months left, then i will face the real world..which full of chaotic, hardship, loneliness, unfaithfulness, provocation and etc...hope everything gonna be ok... btw my thesis really make me crazy...its quiet long time i have did this project but until now im cannot completed it yet...pray to God, ask for its kindness to help me, make me stronger, make me become a fighter, so i could do all my works in a right way...just think if you cant manage your time, how you want to be a successful person . </span><span lang="EN-US"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">Nowadays, most of graduate don’t know how to adapt their self with new situation as a worker especially in communication, job skills and how to manage the community. </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> New job may involve quite a lot: new programs, a new operating system, etc. Are you sure you're ready for all that, but suddenly you are faced with challenges that you seem more difficult to pass. Moreover, new job will put you on track and opportunities and challenges. It is important to know how to take advantage of every opportunity you are offering. and im realize that i have to change myself right now, thus it will easy for me to adapt in any situation that will happened after this</span></div><br />
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It </span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">stretched to the horizon afar </span></span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">with its grassy soft velvet touch. Mother Nature looks wonderful at its best by far. “These are the days</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">of our lives,” I say with thousand of happiness. I wish I will knew what I could face. Suddenly, the earth doesn’t smile at me anymore. My tears rolling like a river. I thought of joy and love but it was a bitter tears. Do we human suppose to be tamper at our nature? Every time we tamper with her for to pay there is some price. </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Now we swim in pain and cloth in sorrow. Mother Nature destroys because of greediness. </span></span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Birds not visible anymore and pleasing me as usual as they sing. No more inexpressible peace that makes</span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">me feels it so harmonizing. I dreamed of I’m placed on the bosom of</span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">the mother nature as her child,</span></span></span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span></span></span><span style="font-size: 11pt; line-height: 115%;"><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">keeping her joyfully engrossed</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to be blessed me with love-soft and mild. I want to keep my vision always alert</span></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> </span></span></span><span class="apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">to feel by heart nature’s rapture. My mind will find wonder of peace;</span></span></span></span><span class="apple-converted-space"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="background-color: white;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> drench my soul in the morning moisture.</span></span></span></span></span></div></span><span style="color: #333333; font-family: "Arial","sans-serif"; font-size: 11.0pt; line-height: 115%; mso-ansi-language: EN-MY; mso-bidi-language: AR-SA; mso-fareast-font-family: Calibri; mso-fareast-language: EN-US; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-latin;"> </span><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view&current=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" /></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-55332154356382472032010-02-20T22:17:00.000-08:002010-02-20T22:17:36.350-08:00EPi BufdaY<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicpoyUkIEnOfjCPWZXbL5uBqLMts8VbLI1AKjJWuAb91XCpT-ao4k-L9onTRgMxl9RR1qAXa-CsfJ-61CI3GcHnpBuc8n1ndYjo6t-gppqs5aYcD97WFU75NdE2YmP9CugXAS-nZYOndGY/s1600-h/birthday-ck-1054822-l.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicpoyUkIEnOfjCPWZXbL5uBqLMts8VbLI1AKjJWuAb91XCpT-ao4k-L9onTRgMxl9RR1qAXa-CsfJ-61CI3GcHnpBuc8n1ndYjo6t-gppqs5aYcD97WFU75NdE2YmP9CugXAS-nZYOndGY/s320/birthday-ck-1054822-l.jpg" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">hepi bufday topek...</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">kamu suda tua ya</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">mkin matured ya.</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">maturedkah anda???</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">tidak pasti</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;"><br />
</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">thnx kwn2 4 ur wishes...</span></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #e06666;">doakan topek ya!!!!</span></div><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view&current=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" /></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-91313658672707941452010-02-17T09:28:00.000-08:002010-02-17T10:43:40.725-08:00raKan2 kUuuu<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyOXgKNRBnB8UYYhupcU08pL-4i75A9atBD96ey6SrWWsL9AOB9ccJTT0bWucIm_SWerdDI7NHudM8YKEAcnC9C8GLFejLSHGhMs79zJ41oSK8Nf6yoH0GEL2SQ_deAjRj6b67AxAZlPFR/s1600-h/IMG_2723.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 235px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhyOXgKNRBnB8UYYhupcU08pL-4i75A9atBD96ey6SrWWsL9AOB9ccJTT0bWucIm_SWerdDI7NHudM8YKEAcnC9C8GLFejLSHGhMs79zJ41oSK8Nf6yoH0GEL2SQ_deAjRj6b67AxAZlPFR/s320/IMG_2723.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5439284749898396178" /></a><br />special greeting 4 all my friends..thnx 4 being here...n support me in every single thing...i luv uolss... to my rumate...my schoolmate n every1...for me, friendship isn't always easily described. instead of different words, like malay, kawan, sahabat n rakan.... however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word. For me Friends are special people. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.<br /><br />sometimes, i really need my friends instead of my family...coz only they know wat im thinking, who i really are....im hurt bcoz of friends too..but there r not my friends anymore if there can't accept me...zzzzz<br /><br />thnx again to kak meck...thnx 4 being my sis...sory bcoz i cant celebrate ur besday..myb im not well prepared n i dont have transport at dat time...nnti topek blanje k!!!!(^_^)<br />topek bli sumthng..arap2 muat la...kalo xmuat kne kwuskn bdan dlu ye..<br /><br />jiji n kalis..sgt rindu korang..balik us t...ak da bleh bwk korang jln2 ek<br /><br />rumate..zarep..awang..n jo bonat!!!!thnx lyn keemoan aku <br /><br />bulla, am, abg pojie, sham siam, azli, ferry, aji, kahar, kurik, abg syah...thnx2 ade geng...xlupe kt wan bwk pusing2....<br />kt kwn2 lame...naqi,matnor,kaichan...luv uols ya....<br />coursemate..jgn lupe kite grad sama2..aku nk cmpk aku nye topi kt korang t....<br /><br />kwn2 yg dpt terima ak seadanya...thnx again..kwn2..ajarin aku mnjd kuat!!!xmo sentap2<br /><br />n lastly...juz feel d meaning of dis poem ya<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">you'r my friend and that is true,<br />but the gift was given from me to you.<br />we went thru moments that were good and bad,<br />even moments that were happy and sad.<br />you suported me when i was in tears,<br />we stuck together when we were in fear,<br /><br />its really sad that it had to be this way,<br />but it has reached its very last day.<br />miles away cant keep us apart,<br />'cause you'll always be in my heart.</span><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view¤t=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-75682552538852031842010-02-14T05:05:00.000-08:002010-02-14T05:13:04.066-08:00zzzzberapa kali..aku play lagu rossa bru nh...sgt mnyentuh jiwa..irama melankolik duka akibat diduakn...hurm aku xpernah merasa...tp aku slalu mrase kekecewaann...slh diri yg slalu mletakkn harapn mngunung pada yg xpasti...xpe...pas abes studi...aku nk go on ngan life aku sndiri..td ckp kt ibu..da xlarat la bljr..rse mcm xsbr nk kje...sthn lgi topek ..sabar taw...abeskn ko nye fyp dlu...cis..pasnih mengumpul lemak2 ayam la aku...<br /><br /><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view¤t=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-58074299410885091832010-01-30T03:32:00.000-08:002010-01-30T03:36:51.246-08:00TaHajuD CiNtaKu sunyi dalam gembira<br />perih pedih tanggung derita<br />sungguh aku bukan wali<br />yang suci dari hina dan benci<br /><br />Kau datang ketika duka<br />dan bintang bercahya<br />tunjukku ke jalan syurga<br /><br />Ku rebah di dada malam<br />memecah dendam yang lama diam<br />ku tanggalkan baju dunia<br />dakapku dengan selimut syurga<br />ya Tuhanku hanya padamu<br />tempat mengadu segala rindu<br />limpahi ku rahmat kasihmu<br />dalam tahajjud cinta bersujud<br /><br />lirik yg sgt meenginsafkan buah tgn hairul anuar harun...kite bleh berdakwah dlm pelbagai cara..mcm dtk ct berdakwah melalui lagu dia nih...yg penting stil ade fikrah untuk berdakwah...kalo aku ngah moody..lyn lagu nih mmg feeling gile<br /><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view¤t=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-83097791544205388202010-01-28T11:54:00.000-08:002010-01-28T12:03:35.606-08:00PeMALaSnye TOPEKpecah rekod arini..aku mkn nasi. da lme da aku xtelan nasi...nasi+bayam+ikan keli..nyesal2...2mrw xde kelas..asl la aku kne simptom mlas..mlm td aku bkn duk stdi..duk pg bilek2 org laen n spt biase duk mngedik...sembang n gossip..xoxo..pastu plak duk ym..jeles tgk kwn2 aku nk g jln2..g tgk tmpt org..xpela sabo ye topek..t da kje ko pg la ye...berbalik pd isu kemalasan aku...ntah bile nk jd rajin..kalo 1 ari xmaen dota mmg xsah la...aku ingt bleh la jd rajin ckit..tp stil same..duk library aku bantai tdo..wat kjr ckit, pas2 tdo..adoi...wake up topek..mse xtnggu ko....esok aku ingt nk siapkn tuto managemnt..t nk kne anta isnin...hurm kalo xbrubah gk..esok title aku nye post LOSER~~~<br /><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view¤t=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-35793945444139489292010-01-25T10:44:00.000-08:002010-01-25T10:51:07.318-08:00hari2 akumata agak ngantuk gk..tp xleh nk tido..pwut aku dri smlm sakit..nh sume sbb aku tahan mkn..nk kwus la kate kn..ntah la...aku rse mcm xcukup kurus lagi..td meeting 1 malaysia..agak bosan la...hurm aku spt biase duk tergedix2 la kat situ....aku bile org da mntk opinion aku..twus la aku kate mcm2..yela progrm 2 kn sgt besr...bleh ke jd???veragan jela..laen la kalo ko mmg sem nh crdt hr mmg juz tuk prgrm tuh je xpela<br />nh satu sen pun xdpt ape...da la buang mse..ngan fyp n stdi lg...design aku pun xsiap2 lagi..geram td xleh nk bkak word..hanjeng tol...trpkse la install bru..da la lme..last2 aku da xde mood nk siapkan design..hrum mampos esok aku kne mrh (>_<)... xpela..mmg slh aku pun, sume nk wat last minute kan...ok la maw chow dlu...suda ngantuk ba..zzzzzzzZZzzzz~~~<br /><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view¤t=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-27528218778357289102010-01-23T10:21:00.000-08:002010-09-12T05:45:31.945-07:00eDisi KHAshaaa.bru balik ja dri tgk hoki kat stadium hoki bkt serindit,melaka..leteh..sakit tgn, mate n suara..aku duk terjeret2 sapot team unikl-bli..da kering tekak..suare pun xde nih..sambil2 aku mnjamu la mata (999)...kne control la topek.. bdak city cmpus agak slow la...susah la nk dgr diorg sapot..bdak2 micet je yg supportive...rilex la..bkn ade org nk mrh korang..hahaha..best gk sbb aku ja yg pkai bju size s..yg laen sume dpt m...hehhe..thnx joella...asl joella??sbb jo td nyanyi ngan ella mse kat sne...wah mcm artis ja..jo+ella=joella...penyokong team maybank sume bdak2 skolah rendah..pasukan tom-tom bak...adoi..malu gk sbb kiteorng yg da bsr nih xkan la nk gado2 sorak ngan bdak2..so biar jela diorgg..last minute score, seri 4-4...<br />
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<a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view&current=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img alt="Photobucket" border="0" src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" /></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-87668737469883436102010-01-22T18:40:00.000-08:002010-01-22T18:48:25.715-08:00EGoisT<span style="font-weight:bold;"></span>knape la aku nh ego sgt..ngaku jela ko still syg kat diorg...aku bkn ego tp aku xtaw nk watpe..aku penin nk pkir psal stdi lagi..psal aktiviti laen lagi...hurm..harap2 bnde nh dpt settle secara baek n ak wat kptsn yg betol<br /><br />jari aku sakit..td maen volley..bengkak kot..yela org 1st time maen volley..mmg la cmni..huhuhu..esok nk pg tgk wyg la...nk ajak org...tp diorg nk g ke x???ntah la...kan besta ade bff ke...tp mmg aku lagi selesa n cmfrt kuar ngan kwn2 laki aku...xyh la aku nk cntrl2 macho..even aku xpnah dilahirkn sbg manusia yg macho..apatah lagi ensem..hahha..bersyukur ngan ape yg ade..tp aku still xsyukur kot..onestly la..hahaha<br />k maw mndi dlu..busuk berpeloh2 nih~~<br /><a href="http://s830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/?action=view¤t=Untitled-1.png" target="_blank"><img src="http://i830.photobucket.com/albums/zz223/topekmantissa/Untitled-1.png" border="0" alt="Photobucket"></a>mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-40488442201534361752010-01-21T10:44:00.000-08:002010-01-21T11:11:42.618-08:00kesengalan berpanjangan<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPJK2zfY5HMKp8SJPEzDSvVJ55eZsnEOFKO9UvoD9F6IBHqeYJ3SyrOXsYhwb7Y4k0Bntbw9A6TYrM-0PP7ORD3Co093xkxqZj8XqcbIhk5U327SnssAZU3RtV9aT8uqzN9SN43GIFt0VF/s1600-h/DSC00356.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 285px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhPJK2zfY5HMKp8SJPEzDSvVJ55eZsnEOFKO9UvoD9F6IBHqeYJ3SyrOXsYhwb7Y4k0Bntbw9A6TYrM-0PP7ORD3Co093xkxqZj8XqcbIhk5U327SnssAZU3RtV9aT8uqzN9SN43GIFt0VF/s320/DSC00356.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5429272834085675154" /></a><br />4 whole d week, i juz have 3 classes...so mmg boring yg amat...monday xde class..tuesdy xde class gk..rabu mmg full...kames xde class n 2mrw frdy pun xde class..aku bkn bdak KP pun...sem nh ade 15 crdt hr..actly i dont have any classes bcoz of my lecturers mmg suke sgt cancel class last minute..suke tuh mmg la tp nnti nk wat class replacemnt sgt mnyakitkan hati...cramp otak la pasnih...td rumate aku kate "topek ko kne sedar yg ko da ade kt final yr..lagi setahun je ko nk stdi..pas2 da jd mangse penderaan kerja yg membosankn" so kne nikmati la mse study nih seadanye...cume aku je xsbr2 nk abes studi...pasai apa??? da bosan ade kt micet kot...d end of d day, papepun aku kne syg kt micet nh...walaupun bkn 1st choice aku..ingt zaman2 mumayis kat UM dlu..walaupun UniKL nh name nye x se'gah' n sehebat UM, tp da aku studi kat sini..kurang2 aku mkin syg kat micet nh..hahahha..kalo bleh memang la aku nk twus stay kt UM mcm dlu2..tp nk wat cmne..apa yg Allah da aturkan n plan tuh adalah yg terbaek untuk kita..insyaAllah...<br /><br />esok pagi..aku ade discussion psal design aku yg xsiap2 lagi tuh..hhehhe...bnyk kne btol kan...kali nh aku nk wat elok2..hahaha...nk design major equipment lagi..ish2 penin2...btw mlm td aku g meeting 1 malaysia..hurm ntah la jd ke x...aku diam je meetng td..xde cmmnt pape...4 d 1st time ye aku diam gile..kate org kampung aku<br />"senyap soh"="senyap sgt"..ini sume psal bape ari aku yg emo kot..hurm...emo2 ja..kalo aku emo msti ade org perasan..npe ek...pdhal aku xde pun nk mrh2 org<br />cume aku lyn perasaan aku sorng2 adela....senyum pun wat2 je...hahah..kire talam gk la..tp talam yg xmemudaratkan org laen..hahah..weh da ngantuk...maw tdo la~~zzzzzzmantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-7166424737985753652010-01-20T03:20:00.000-08:002010-01-20T04:01:35.352-08:00FYPbape arini aku penin ngan topic2 tuk final year project. aku xtaw nk wat pe... jd bdak process cmni la.. topic sume very d general..penin aku nk pileh mne 1... sume mmg xpure process nye..ade enviro, food, polymer, biochem, bio n design..<br />yg ade bnyk palm oil..at last, im decided to choose topic dat based on palm oil<br />bile tgk tajuk best..tp takot lecturer plak xbesh..tu pun satu hal..lecturer mas supervisor...mmg diorg ok ja,,tp yela kite msti la pileh supervisor yg bleh kite communicate.huhuh<br /><br />i have three choices...<br /><br />1. Comparison of Isopropanol and Hexane for Extraction of Vitamin E and oryzanols for crude palm oil~~Madam Nazerah<br /><br />2. Application of Short Path Distillation in Extracting Carotene from Crude Palm Oil~~Mr Azrin Abdul Rahman<br /><br />3. Effect of Solvent in Solvent Extraction Process in Recovery of Oil and Carotenes from Palm Oil Mill Effluent (POME)~~Miss Aiza<br /><br />topic paling aku suke yg second tuh..tp takot tol aku ngan en azrin sbb org nye mmg tegas ckit..tp dia nh kalo kite jenis suke jmpe dia n dgr sume ckp dia, mmg senang la dpt markah tinggi..sem lpas pun ade je senior dpt A..ntah la...tp ak cube imagine..kte la kalo aku wat exprmnt tuh kat pilot plant ngan abg technician yg suke condemn aku tuh..cmnne la agaknye kan..hahahaha..penin duk dlm pilot plant yg panas tuh..dari pagi smpi ptg....xpe2..arap2 ape yg terdpt adalah terbaek untuk aku..<br /><br />fyi..aku da decide tuk focus on my study..no more cocu activity after dis...bosan ngan politik hanjeng dia..wassalam~~mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-27564458245436320002010-01-18T20:07:00.001-08:002010-01-18T20:34:26.678-08:00haRAm!!!!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7nOLDQgs876aeCSpVeKXJUT_2i0_hObPTIeerkNGLhs31asQsNG3LzPEHZMPZBWwivbM7uqq5KqYeeY7uqRvzMvTqpbm3hr5XEyhxHBG6hQXSRWzZ5fvd6M7D1p4ZdPh8ensXpi5JFZTb/s1600-h/garlic.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 220px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi7nOLDQgs876aeCSpVeKXJUT_2i0_hObPTIeerkNGLhs31asQsNG3LzPEHZMPZBWwivbM7uqq5KqYeeY7uqRvzMvTqpbm3hr5XEyhxHBG6hQXSRWzZ5fvd6M7D1p4ZdPh8ensXpi5JFZTb/s320/garlic.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5428304003287099474" /></a><br />celakalah kamu wahai si gemok boroi. da lme aku xpuas hati nih...da la gemok..hati busuk, bau pun busuk...da lme aku bertahan ngan perangai ko hanjeng...wat pertama kalinye aku mempostkan kluaran yg penuh ngan carutan sbb aku xleh tahan lagi ngan perangai ko...pegi mampos la ko...ada aku kesah kalo ko mampos..lagi aku senang kot...lagi pun ko bkn sape pun...kalo lecturer aku mmg aku respect la even kdg2 aku tensen..tp still hormat sbb diorg la yg bagi ilmu kat aku..tp dgn hanjeng gemok mak hayam nih memang aku da xrespect langsung..ko propa jela..slalu senyum konon..padahal hati busuk..mcm busuk badan ko...badan mcm tong...adoi teruskanlah lakonan palsu ko..plastik!!!dengan anak2 buah ko aku da xkesah..aku xmau ckp da ngan korng..aku da xnk ade kaitan da ngan korang..korng sume xadil...aku da benci tgk muke korang..sume wat aku nyampah...aku da xthn..selama 3 tahun aku kat cni jatuh duduk same2...aku la try bangunkan korang dari xde..ade org nk hargai...ade org nk appreciate ape yg aku wat???ade org yg nk tolong bangunkn bdak2 nih???ado???non ado kan...hurm baek aku pg fokus kat studi aku...pasnih memang aku xnk amik tau da..aku xnk wat sekerat jaln..da siap kje aku pasni..aku da nk blah..n bayo balik duet2 yg aku utang kat sume..duet aku yg kne curi dengan freak hanjeng tuh...ala kat cni bleh la ko lpas pencuri hanjeng..kat akhirat aku tuntut sume!!!ko jage la pencuri hanjeng...aku akan retired segala..aku xnk amik peduli lagi...jgn cube nk backstab aku...skali korang wat..aku akan benci kat korang smpi bile2...hipokrit segala!!!!mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-33200674098205243012010-01-17T10:02:00.000-08:002010-01-17T10:28:31.298-08:00CiNta=P<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw4hwYOFDIeW1lwx6Pq0pYXYbdfQomB_ZAd0GfpYKLyLhFmaoZ3CEvUWl_noLSU5WzO77IZJMzsK_YbVg6DXUj97VYp6cRSAfhx50wKOpxd_G2vRLMPBaEYOHGaQ0a97701SH2KrKIYhE6/s1600-h/3430170645_dfeca37555.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 216px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiw4hwYOFDIeW1lwx6Pq0pYXYbdfQomB_ZAd0GfpYKLyLhFmaoZ3CEvUWl_noLSU5WzO77IZJMzsK_YbVg6DXUj97VYp6cRSAfhx50wKOpxd_G2vRLMPBaEYOHGaQ0a97701SH2KrKIYhE6/s320/3430170645_dfeca37555.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427777344261433714" /></a><br />"Kau mencintaiku seperti bunga mencintai titah TuhanNya,<br />Tak pernah lelah menebar mekar aroma bahagia,<br />Tak pernah lelah meneduhkan gelisahnya"<br />"Kau mencintaiku seperti matahari mencintai titah TuhanNya,<br />Tak pernah lelah membagi cerah cahaya,<br />Tak pernah lelah menghangatkan jiwa"<br /> ~Husna KCB2~<br /><br />cinta yg berlandaskan syarak dan syariat...<br />cinta yang menbertasbih akan kebesaran Allah..<br />cinta yang menjadikan Rasulullah manusia terulung dan teragung.<br />sentiasa berselawat di tiap ketika. prespektif cinta yang berlandaskan syariat mengubah pendirian aku akan erti cinta. Sabarlah jika cinta itu bukan milikmu lagi...<br />kerna andainya sudah tersurat cinta itu akan menjadi kepunyaanmu...<br />ia akan muncul dan mendakapi dirimu dengan penuh erat walaupun ranjau berliku terpaksa kau tempuhi..<br />munculnya dalam gelita...hilangnya dalam cahaya<br />cinta mampu mengubah insan. cinta mampu menghapuskan amarah dan merungkaikan butir-butir kasih sayang...aku cinta dia seadanya aku..<br />jaga ku dalam lena..tidurku dalam jaga...<br />cinta itulah penawar untukku..penawar segala duka lara...<br />kesepian yang melanda aku..penat aku berbahasa dalam cinta...<br />kerna cinta membawa seribu satu makna~~mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-70966873504988542372010-01-15T19:18:00.000-08:002010-01-15T20:01:12.899-08:00ReVoLusi@RevoluTion<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJGXjDKSlbnkLuA_MH6DmKajRuicFUTPZa_x2JJuvnm6pgDDYUJjqSR7p-Om3mfbB6lJtRcydPe1_IKBcc5UXrQrCSJeq0baMBHOejsU4UaKEpj4pGV4Uty8LYOvWD3DHTkqqtRVLGX3TD/s1600-h/page.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhJGXjDKSlbnkLuA_MH6DmKajRuicFUTPZa_x2JJuvnm6pgDDYUJjqSR7p-Om3mfbB6lJtRcydPe1_IKBcc5UXrQrCSJeq0baMBHOejsU4UaKEpj4pGV4Uty8LYOvWD3DHTkqqtRVLGX3TD/s320/page.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5427182522257587826" /></a><br />Revolusi & resolusi adalah 100% berbeza..tp apa yg dibincangkan dlm post kali nh bkn la psal perbezaan keduanya tp lebih kpd apa itu revolusi...<br /><br />org kata revolusi atau bahasa omputehnye revolution tidak perlu diadakan secara besar-besaran. cukuplah hanya sekadar satu azam yg anda sendiri mampu mengubahnya. <br /> "tahun ini aku akan berhenti merokok" <br />padahal dia baru je habiskan 3btg rokok hanya untuk lepak kat kedai mamak xsmpi 30<br />minit. tuh xtermasuk rokok kat tgn dia..<br /><br />walaupun post kali ini ada berkaitan ngan tahun baru dan agak da lme da kite menjengah masuk ke tahun baru..tapi rse-rsenye stil bleh kita discuss kt cni...semaikn hampir dgn detik tahun baru, semakin berbuih2 mulut melaungkan angan2 kosong. Semuanya hanya carutan dan tekad plastik yg hanya mampu akan terus kekal sebagai azam selepas itu.<br /><br />Kata ahli nujum pak belalang<br /> "perancangan besar-besaran sebenarnya hanya membuang air liur hinga kering anak tekak"<br /><br />Kadang2 sesuatu yg berlaku adalah seperti yg xdijangkakan. Perubahan yang berlaku tanpa perancangan adalah yg terbaek kerana memang lahiriah kewujudan manusia adalah ingin berhijrah dari yg tidak baek kepada yg lebih manis dan elok.<br /><br />Rasanya tidak perlulah semua berduyun-duyun membuat azam baru dan berbangga dengannya, akhirnya selepas iti hanya buat2 lupa. Sebenarnya dalam diri kita tertanamnya benih untuk berubah. Mungkin hanya kita yg tidak menyedarinya padahal benih ini terus subur membiak dengan perubahan tingkah laku kita yang semakin positif dan lebih baek.<br /><br />Tanggungjawab untuk berubah perlu wujud dalam setiap insan yg bergelar manusia. pastikan benih revolusi ini terus dibaja dan disiram dengan penuh rasa sabar serta rendah diri hingga apa sahaja yang buruk akan menjadi elok seterusnya bunga-bunga perubahan akan mekar mewangi.<br /><br />~masa yg diberikan untuk hidup adalah waktu untuk kehidupan yang berlatar belakangkan detik2 kematian agr kita selalu ingat mengingati~mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-11085136471101668142010-01-12T23:01:00.000-08:002010-01-12T23:17:15.345-08:00duka+kecewa<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRuK344DsWiFY5yvZI1uclKKHX9B8Sq2tUW3fp7hWFimPo_OgBUqBpQwduT2IBTOqSuYT6lerWGoMROHjg5NvkJ9vWI5FTRl7bsJU2AE-i7vP3D_7awd4xhYbBjwZIIs3Ibtltb1TQSQ_f/s1600-h/sad.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 226px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgRuK344DsWiFY5yvZI1uclKKHX9B8Sq2tUW3fp7hWFimPo_OgBUqBpQwduT2IBTOqSuYT6lerWGoMROHjg5NvkJ9vWI5FTRl7bsJU2AE-i7vP3D_7awd4xhYbBjwZIIs3Ibtltb1TQSQ_f/s320/sad.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5426120054642707874" /></a><br />melankolik duka....<br />demam dan leteh..aku makin parah<br />kcewa dengan mereka..<br />yg permaenkn perasaan ini<br />aku kcewa <br />mungkin ini nasib org yg slalu ditinggalkan<br />aku tahu mana tempatku<br />kadang2 aku agak kebal dgn semua ini<br />mungkin kerana aku slalu dikcewakan<br />tapi aku tahu<br />masih ada harapan menanti..<br />yg membuatkn hati ku terubat dan terpujuk..<br />walaupun ia hanya seketika..<br />tapi aku tetap gembira<br />bukan mereka sahaja yg aku perlukan<br />aku harap irama ini tidak berterusan<br />melankolik duka~~mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-86774359020047580072009-12-30T00:49:00.000-08:002009-12-30T01:02:26.672-08:00~mengharap~knapa mesti mengharap sumthng..pdhl bnde tuh x semestinye mnjadi...<br />knape mesti mengharap sesuatu yg xpasti..<br />knape mesti mengharap org laen pdhl kite sendiri mampu melakukannye sndiri...<br />knape mesti mengharap hingga sanggup berkorban everything???<br />knape mesti mengharap padahal xkan mndtgkan sebarang manfaat kat diri kita??? <br /><br />sanggup lakukan apa saja habiskan masa, duit, tenaga tanpa mendatang sebarang pulangan..hanya diri, emosi, dan hati yang terluka...mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-64918043536302932642009-12-28T04:37:00.000-08:002009-12-28T04:57:37.294-08:00GEMA ZAFANA<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3J7kjnJJBHMMTLAIFqAZseDBLDrBUmlJ_2rmuoB1_xanCltEYQIeYqLxJNMx3hILs32xCyJ5BxaxX0SGoIqzMG88x3VReeIwxkQnSZicVGVq2USH1xcMWzVOXEzuYJNoAOdu7ikafUiKT/s1600-h/moi.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh3J7kjnJJBHMMTLAIFqAZseDBLDrBUmlJ_2rmuoB1_xanCltEYQIeYqLxJNMx3hILs32xCyJ5BxaxX0SGoIqzMG88x3VReeIwxkQnSZicVGVq2USH1xcMWzVOXEzuYJNoAOdu7ikafUiKT/s320/moi.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5420270407123513490" /></a><br />gema zafana sebuah persembahan zapin johor oleh yayasan warisan johor...<br />skrg bru la aku taw susur galur zapin..jenis zapin..bnyk ikot daerah kt johor..<br />best tgk gema zafana...puas ati slps mnunggu bape taun..mmg aku mnari zapin..tp aku xtaw penceritaan dsbalik zapin itu sendiri....aku lebeh kpd kontemp..rmai org ingt aku org johor..yela aku kn pulun nk brzapin kt cmpus...tp xsemestinye org johor je minat brzapin..btulkn...hehehe<br /><br />muar-zapin mahpom, zapin putar alam, zapin lenga batu 28, zapin pat lipat<br />batu pahat- zapin tanjung labuh, zapin padang sari, zapin kores<br />pontian- zapin parit mastar, zapin sri bunian<br />kluang- zapin dayung<br />johor bahru- zapin melayu johor, zapin pekajang <br />mersing- zapin tenglu, zapin pulau<br /><br />slain tu ade gk zapin bkn berasal dri johor..tp stil mngunakan unsur yg sama..basic nya sama ja...<br /><br />zapin terengganu, zapin pekan, zapin sarawak<br /><br />kalo bleh ak nk mnuntut sndiri org yg arif dlm zapin nh...dlu pnah bljr ckit2 n bnyak aku bljr sndiri tgk video..so kalo ade slh silap..mohon maap ya kt org2 johor..hhuhh...<br /><br />gema zafana ade 2 session... 1st session lebeh kpd bntuk pnceritaan<br />2nd session bnyk step zapin<br /><br />duration lme gk..dri pkol 8.30 smpi 11.30 includng rest time...<br />rugi lt peminat zpin yg xtgk<br />so tgk la kmantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-17844652085482688172009-12-10T07:34:00.000-08:002009-12-10T07:41:44.622-08:00cclepak2 kt cc<br />mse cuti sem nh<br />duk memerap kat umah<br />mkn tdo wat bunge n hntrn kawen iwan<br />borink...sakit pewut n jogging<br />broadband da xde<br />da terminate line<br />so pg cc<br />blik lambat<br />abah marah<br />huhuhumantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-43087048206013637152009-11-25T06:50:00.000-08:002009-11-25T06:59:12.938-08:00rentetan kesah PEAsking for Help On Designing PE Plant<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">inilah email pertama aku</span><br /><br />From: taufiq mohd [mailto:fiq_digi88@yahoo.com] <br />Sent: 23 November 2009 15:12<br />To: Nasruddin B M Zain (COM_PETT/EPEMSB)<br />Subject: Asking for Help On Designing PE Plant<br /><br />Dear Sir <br /><br />My name is Mohd Taufiq Hamzah. I'm chemical engineering student in<br />UniKL-MICET Melaka. I'm degree student who already in a third year (sem<br />6). I have given a task regarding to my course on designing a<br />polyethylene plant. Thus, i really need your help to give some<br />information about your plant. How the plant's work, which process that<br />your company use (eg; UNIPOL-fluidized bed reactor, Philips), catalyst,<br />how you designing your major equipment, the mass (material) and energy<br />balance.<br /><br />Actually, for this subject, we have two part consist of 6 credit hours<br />which are ; Design & Feasibility and Design & Optimization. For sure,<br />you know that this subject can affect my CGPA point because consist of<br />big amount of credit hours. So, in second part, I have to design a<br />major equipment for the plant. Hence, I really need your help by giving<br />some information as a guidelines and reference for me to accomplish this<br />subject. Hope you will reply as soon as possible.<br /><br />Thank you very much.<br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">pas2 en. Nash nih rply plak<br /></span><br /><br />To: Nasruddin B M Zain (COM_PETT/EPEMSB)<br />Subject: Re: Asking for Help On Designing PE Plant<br /><br />Dear sir..<br /><br />actually i have designing my first PE plant before including on material<br />and heat balance..im know it kindda difficult to make it but i just<br />focus on major equipment ...Right now i in my semester break and this is<br />my opportunity to make some correction for our next design 2; design &<br />optimization ...My first design is not satisfied enough.. I have<br />present my design to my lecturer and he juz mocking at our group during<br />our presentation...So im figure out there are some mistake happened in<br />our mass balance calculation.. for your information, i have choosen<br />Unipol fluidized bed reactor process with TEAL as a catalyst.. im know<br />some of the information is P&C..but i just wondering that you can help<br />me to complete my design project.. i will attach later about my final<br />report on design PE plant if you need it...<br />thanks sir for helping, lend a helping hand and reply my email<br /><br /><br />wasalam<br /><br /><br /><br />----- Original Message ----<br />From: Nasruddin B M Zain (COM_PETT/EPEMSB) <nasarz@petronas.com.my><br />To: Zamri B M Said (COM_PETT/EPEMSB) <zamrisaid@petronas.com.my>; Sarun<br />B Selamat (PECTRL/EPEMSB) <sarun_selamat@petronas.com.my><br />Cc: fiq_digi88@yahoo.com<br />Sent: Mon, November 23, 2009 5:32:00 PM<br />Subject: FW: Asking for Help On Designing PE Plant<br /><br />Any way of helping this guy out?<br />Thx & Rgds.<br />/nas.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">email seterusnye</span><br /><br /><br />Dear Taufiq,<br /><br />I think by attachment of this correspondences, I hope you could spend<br />some time with our<br />Plant personnels, to secure much better understanding of the whole PE<br />Process and the<br />respctv design requirements.<br /><br />As highlighted by Tn Hj Sarun (probbly similarly commented by yr<br />lecturer), for more accurate understanding of the design<br />requirements, a more personal coaching type of briefings is required and<br />that you need to spend quality time at Kertih.<br /><br />Pls do the necessary arrngmt for the trip, and inform me of your<br />tentative dates.<br /><br />Dear Hj Sarun,<br />Thx so much for yr responses thus far.<br />Wassalam.<br /><br />Nasruddin M Zain<br />Senior Manager (Marketing)<br />Polyethylene Malaysia Sdn Bhd<br />Level 16, Tower 1, Petronas Twin Towers,<br />KLCC Jalan Ampang, K. Lumpur.<br />012-211-0740<br /> <br /><br /><br />-----Original Message-----<br />From: Sarun B Selamat (PECTRL/EPEMSB) <br />Sent: 24 November 2009 12:26<br />To: Nasruddin B M Zain (COM_PETT/EPEMSB); 'taufiq mohd'; Badrul Hisham B<br />Ibrahim (ETECH/EMSB); M Nizam B Ahmad (PTEC/EPEMSB); Ahmad Najib B M<br />Ozman (PTEC/EPEMSB)<br />Cc: Zamri B M Said (COM_PETT/EPEMSB)<br />Subject: RE: Asking for Help On Designing PE Plant<br /><br />Assalamu'alaikum.<br />Dear Nash,<br /><br />I saw the respond from Taufiq and to me probably the basic info. of the<br />design is still not that correct. Although we on Ineos/BP technology but<br />it's not much different than Unipol. I'm not sure how to assist him<br />because to me he need to understand the basic process of PE prior to do<br />the design. I do not know how much he know about the PE process and if<br />he need the info. communication thru email is very limited and we may<br />not able to explain very well and time consuming to us. <br />Just a suggestion, may be good if he can come down to Kertih and make<br />some arrangement with PE Operation & Technical staff for the info.<br />sharing. Since now is the holiday season, may be we need to get<br />confirmation on the relevant staff prior to the visit.<br /><br /><br />Wasalam. <br /><br /><br />-----Original Message-----<br />From: Nasruddin B M Zain (COM_PETT/EPEMSB) <br />Sent: Tuesday, 24 November, 2009 9:30 AM<br />To: taufiq mohd; Badrul Hisham B Ibrahim (ETECH/EMSB); Sarun B Selamat<br />(PECTRL/EPEMSB); M Nizam B Ahmad (PTEC/EPEMSB); Ahmad Najib B M Ozman<br />(PTEC/EPEMSB)<br />Cc: Zamri B M Said (COM_PETT/EPEMSB)<br />Subject: RE: Asking for Help On Designing PE Plant<br /><br />Dear Taufiq,<br />I don't hv any inkling of whats reqd for a PE plant design as I am a<br />Marketeer, however I hv and will fwd yr mail to our <br />Operations/Technical teams for their comments.<br /><br />Dear Hj Sarun, En Najib, En Badrul,<br />Probbly one of you could shed some lights/comments/ideas. Or you could<br />refer him to yr friends in Titan?<br /><br />Thx for yr cooperations.<br /><br />Rgds & Thx.<br />/nas.<br /><br /><br />so...conclusion nye...mmg encik berdua nh mmg baek gile<br />sanggup tlg aku..cume aku pun xtau nk g ke x kerteh tuh..<br />kne pkir2 la dlumantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-72880727035647618772009-11-24T09:16:00.000-08:002009-11-24T09:30:46.633-08:00Ketika Cinta BertasbihCinta...<br />mnyayat hati...indah dari zahir..<br />perit dari batin...penilain cinta yg sgt cetek..<br />membuatkn seseorang melafazkan ungkapan cinta tanpa mngetahui ertinya..<br />akulah si pecinta, yang mendambakan 1 rahsia,<br />dalam rongga hati yg sepi....merana kerna cinta,<br />harapkan secebis kasih,<br />kiranya cinta itu adalah cinta sejati, <br />Cinta yg berlandaskan Islam sebenar,<br />Ajaran yg lurus dan hakiki,<br />sabar menanti cinta untukku...<br />KCB sgt best woowowowo<br />best sgt2..asl xleh nk dwlnd KCB 2...<br />5star..nangis aku tgk cite nh...hahhahhaha<br /><br />"biarpun lidah sudah menghuraikan dgn jelas.rasanya tanpa lidah,cinta lebih jelas lg.sementara pena tergesa-gesa menulisknnya.kata2 akan pecah berkeping2 ketika sampai bab cinta.dlm menghuraikn cinta akal terbaring tidak berdaya.bagaikn keldai terbaring dlm lumpur.cinta sendirilah yang menerangkn cinta dan percintaan"<br />--------ptikan KCB 1--------mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6116225501900011690.post-31619274546490843852009-11-24T08:50:00.000-08:002009-11-24T09:12:43.609-08:00antara AKU & PAD<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihlHY6nOGZ_ME6aIXxTnHsVK2jhzDiQ-8_DxSvbHPi4KaENTw5kdNYvjO9etUCKUXPoBHB8MYWmlkxXceN5PJCtgdhN6hfp1qu10N0hpJDx0nSrrYGAdIXR4ojCCLa4S4o9RkhI0EsLRWK/s1600/16469_194480359461_183412764461_3853726_1456471_n.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 214px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEihlHY6nOGZ_ME6aIXxTnHsVK2jhzDiQ-8_DxSvbHPi4KaENTw5kdNYvjO9etUCKUXPoBHB8MYWmlkxXceN5PJCtgdhN6hfp1qu10N0hpJDx0nSrrYGAdIXR4ojCCLa4S4o9RkhI0EsLRWK/s320/16469_194480359461_183412764461_3853726_1456471_n.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5407719060176610994" /></a><br />PAD=Pak Ayob's Dancer..<br />Hasil usaha semua<br />ciptaan yang terbina dari titik peluh aku<br />dgn sokongan kwn2 yg xpernah hilang<br />thanx kwn2 4 all ur support<br />im really appreciate it<br />njoy sgt mnari<br />next yr las time ak mnari<br />so nh la mse nye aku wat yg trbaek<br />maju n bgun, nangis bersama PAD<br />email aku da anta kt semua agency<br />arap sangkut la even 1 pun<br />harapkn micet..mmg xsupportive<br />sedey..kalo ade 1000 org mcm tu<br />mmg xmaju la org melayu<br />saling khianat mngkhianati<br />hasad dengki..mcm garlic mum<br />xtau la mcm mne nk bhgia<br />hati busuk..adoi..asyik kne sumpah<br />wuteva it is<br />sem dpn doakan ak brjaye<br />ngan PAD and also my study...<br />insyaALLAh<br /><br />petikan lagu teluk belangah..sgt suke lagu..xleh kire bape kali aku play<br />(next yr nk wat lgu nh!!) xcited sgt<br />"Puteri bertudung, bersopan santun,<br />menari zapin teluk belangah,<br />Budaya dijunjung di martabatkan,<br />supaya mashyur di sepanjang zaman."mantissahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/05338356646287577947noreply@blogger.com0